I’m still going strong, still losing weight, see the ticker??  It’s still changing!  I’m at 306.6 officially this week and I was 305.8 this morning…  The girl who was 357 at one point this year is now 305.8.  It’s been forever since I’ve see a 2 as the first digit of my weight and it’s getting closer and closer to reality.  I would love for it to happen within the next two weeks but I’ll be happen whenever it happens.  The key is now I know that it will happen, it’s not an if, or a threat that I will go off track, it’s a certainty at this point, it’s definite. I am doing it and I refuse to stop, I never will stop, every again because this is my life, my future, my family’s future.

Oh oh oh, after I got over being sick I started…  TURBO FIRE!  lol it’s kicking my butt so far and I’m on the prep schedule only. but you know what?  I will have a sexy butt once I’m done with the 9 week prep schedule, move on to the 20 week regular schedule, AND!!!!!  Do the turbo fire chalean extreme hybrid 20 week program. I’ve got almost a full year of working out laid out in front of me, and years of work to put into knocking the fat off my body, and I know I can do it. I will do it.

BTW Chelene, I love you, you may not think your workout is for a 300+ lady but, I’m doing it, it may be modified but I’m putting my heart and soul into my workouts and I love your energy.

So the workout tonight, it was supposed to be Fire 45 EZ, which I’ve done before, but I accidentally put in Fire 45..   not easy, after 5 minutes I’m thinking, this isn’t what I remember, but I decided just to go for it and I made it through the workout. I will try to stick with the schedule otherwise but that was funny, lol.  At any rate, time to get back to prepping for my presentation tomorrow, yay me? lol <3 school and I <3 my little girl.  I’m working on self-love, but at least I love myself enough to put in this hard work to be healthier and enjoy life more.

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LOL, I’m still going strong and still losing but I’m been SOOOOOOOOOOO busy with life.

This weekend, I PROMISE an update! Meanwhile, my ticker is up to date and shows my amazing 23.8 lb loss on medifast so far, and I have lost almost 41 lbs from my highest weight………. I just realized I’m almost 1/4 of the way through my journey, THAT’S A LOT!!!!!

Well, I will update this post later on with more actual content, meanwhile, it’s a school day for the little girl and I, cya!

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And It was good!!!   I was worried since TOM decided to show up and I’m having a  wee bit of constipation issues (not enough water I suppose) but I’m down to 321.4!  Time to mark mini-goal #1 complete and to focus on losing 5% more of me. Woot!  I can’t believe I’m getting so close to being below 300. When my weight starts with a 2 again, I’m going to be incredibly happy, this is the best thing ever, I swear.

As you can tell, I’m still doing great, still older, wiser, my skin looks better/healthier. Not sure about how that’s translating to my outward appearance but I’m just going to keep at it and know that my insides are thanking me for how much better they’re already feeling. I know I hurt a lil less all over so that’s great.

School is going great so far. I had dinner at the in-laws last night and one of them joked at my no dessert/ice cream choice that I’m trying to lose weight for a wedding (my husband’s cousin’s wedding in CA). Not true, I don’t lose weight for events (that’s honestly the worst thing you can do for your weight loss efforts), I’m trying to get healthy, looking nice for the trip will just be a bonus. It’ll be an Arabic wedding and it’ll be nice to see the family. It’d be awesome if I get a job on the west coast like I’m hoping, but I’m not counting on it. If I lived on the west coast we could certainly see them all more often.

At any rate, I needta get ready for school/work, ttyl!

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