I’m still going strong on my new lifestyle changes, only I’m having problems eating enough calories a day, it seems 1400 is beginning to be a struggle. I feel so full all of the time, I guess that’s why? I eat apples, bananas, oranges, broccoli, carrots, cauliflower, etc with lots of whole grains and lean meats. Oh at 11-14 glasses of water a day! 
My legs feel slimmer and it feels more comfortable when I walk that they’re not trying to overlap each other with how fat they are. I know I still see a super fat girl in the mirror, but what about a year from now, keeping at this I won’t be a super fat girl I’m going to be a much slimmer girl who doesn’t know how to deal with being slimmer. I’ve always wondered who would be looked back at me in the mirror once I reached a lower weight or lost all my fat that makes me unhealthy. (the 200 or more pounds) Am I going to be comfortable with seeing myself as the non-fat girl? Will I be comfortable with dressing to show off my body or will I keep hiding it?
I’ve never felt anything but fat since I first heard someone call me that when I was young. (My afterschool babysitter in grade school). At that age, was being fat my fault? How can adults call kids such horrible things and make them feel hideous in their own skin?
I dunno but I’m going to change my past.
±gen³
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