Day… let’s see, 28*2+3 = 59! – Life has been crazy, as usual

I’m still going strong, still losing weight, see the ticker??  It’s still changing!  I’m at 306.6 officially this week and I was 305.8 this morning…  The girl who was 357 at one point this year is now 305.8.  It’s been forever since I’ve see a 2 as the first digit of my weight and it’s getting closer and closer to reality.  I would love for it to happen within the next two weeks but I’ll be happen whenever it happens.  The key is now I know that it will happen, it’s not an if, or a threat that I will go off track, it’s a certainty at this point, it’s definite. I am doing it and I refuse to stop, I never will stop, every again because this is my life, my future, my family’s future.

Oh oh oh, after I got over being sick I started…  TURBO FIRE!  lol it’s kicking my butt so far and I’m on the prep schedule only. but you know what?  I will have a sexy butt once I’m done with the 9 week prep schedule, move on to the 20 week regular schedule, AND!!!!!  Do the turbo fire chalean extreme hybrid 20 week program. I’ve got almost a full year of working out laid out in front of me, and years of work to put into knocking the fat off my body, and I know I can do it. I will do it.

BTW Chelene, I love you, you may not think your workout is for a 300+ lady but, I’m doing it, it may be modified but I’m putting my heart and soul into my workouts and I love your energy.

So the workout tonight, it was supposed to be Fire 45 EZ, which I’ve done before, but I accidentally put in Fire 45..   not easy, after 5 minutes I’m thinking, this isn’t what I remember, but I decided just to go for it and I made it through the workout. I will try to stick with the schedule otherwise but that was funny, lol.  At any rate, time to get back to prepping for my presentation tomorrow, yay me? lol <3 school and I <3 my little girl.  I’m working on self-love, but at least I love myself enough to put in this hard work to be healthier and enjoy life more.

±gen³